i don't know about this one.. maybe you can make sence of 
it.. cause i'm not even going to try to explain it..

***

are you?
are we?
why do i second guess the tease?
fooling you all
with the chipping nail polish.
abolish all my sins
because in you i see none
covered by so many..
but they say there is nothing
that cannot be undone.

with one spray of the water bottle
it can all be washed away.
faded and jaded
is the image on your lips
and in vagueness i trip.
pressing the button
crushing the pack of cigarettes you hold.
like solid gold to a queen
like us sleeping on this bed.
you don't know what it means
so simple and pristine
anything but clean
and i'm screaming for you
to cross it out.

the middle marks the end of us
the end of any of the trust
never there.
because you were never there.
and i've been shown the truth
you didn't really care.

the metal shackles round your feet
they take away the will to compete.
never feeling complete
never failing to repeat the same lies.
there's just a whole lot of nevers.
too many
promises of forever.
and they kept us here.
for a little while
they surpressed the fear.

but here i go
it's time to jump
and watch the slideshow and sidesteppings
of my past.
feel the pain
and touch the blast
it's finally come at long last.

and then it's here
and i fall apart
i can't endure your touch
my sweet darling.
it all stops
and i drop it at the scene
reality created from dreams
secrets uncovered
after you drugged her
being me..

and after everything i still wonder..
are you?
are we?
why do i second guess the tease?
and how is it i fool all of you
with this chipping nail polish..

love michelle.