Chipping Nailpolish.

i don't know about this one.. maybe you can make sence of it.. cause i'm not even going to try to explain it.. *** are you? are we? why do i second guess the tease? fooling you all with the chipping nail polish. abolish all my sins because in you i see none covered by so many.. but they say there is nothing that cannot be undone. with one spray of the water bottle it can all be washed away. faded and jaded is the image on your lips and in vagueness i trip. pressing the button crushing the pack of cigarettes you hold. like solid gold to a queen like us sleeping on this bed. you don't know what it means so simple and pristine anything but clean and i'm screaming for you to cross it out. the middle marks the end of us the end of any of the trust never there. because you were never there. and i've been shown the truth you didn't really care. the metal shackles round your feet they take away the will to compete. never feeling complete never failing to repeat the same lies. there's just a whole lot of nevers. too many promises of forever. and they kept us here. for a little while they surpressed the fear. but here i go it's time to jump and watch the slideshow and sidesteppings of my past. feel the pain and touch the blast it's finally come at long last. and then it's here and i fall apart i can't endure your touch my sweet darling. it all stops and i drop it at the scene reality created from dreams secrets uncovered after you drugged her being me.. and after everything i still wonder.. are you? are we? why do i second guess the tease? and how is it i fool all of you with this chipping nail polish.. love michelle.