you're beautiful 
...but you don't see it
you're smart
...but you don't think it
you have money
...but you don't buy it
you have everything
...but you don't want it
i hate you becuase i love you,
... but i don't feel it.
you make me think of someone
who i dont know
you take everything
i like and ruin it
you ruined yourself and don't even care
your talents, like a christmas gift
unwanted, left in a closet
never dusted even
used for anything.

and i dont understand
why i still feel the knots
why i still pull at it all
why i try
and ...
you don't understand it.


xox
Ellie J