Down is Up

nobody understands when down for you is up. they think you have some issue rooted dead inside when all you think about is how you want to die. but then again atleast we feel. atleast we know ourselves even in the dark of night. even if what we do may not seem right atleast we have some concept of emotion artistic drastic dramatic and yet sick... i don't get that how tortured people are in the wrong when what it is that drives a song is what they think and media society, they say they care but then again those with problems don't exist. nobody could understand how it feels when being down is the high of your day. xox Ellie J