nobody understands
when down for you
is up.
they think you
have some issue
rooted dead inside
when all you
think about
is how you want to die.

but then again
atleast we feel.
atleast we know
ourselves
even in the dark of night.

even if what we do
may not
seem right
atleast we have
some concept
of emotion

artistic
drastic
dramatic
and yet
sick...

i don't get that
how tortured people
are in the wrong
when what it is
that drives a song
is what they think
and media
society, they
say they care
but then again

those with problems
don't exist.

nobody could understand
how it feels
when being down
is the high of your day.


xox
Ellie J