reality vs ideal

By Shnu •
this isn't the person
i wanted you to see
this wasn't the person
i wanted to be
i wanted to be happy
and friendly and fun
not this twat with words
stuck on her tongue
maybe it was best that
i hardly said a word
coz then when i'm me
you may not have heard
i'm sorry about this 'poem'
and i'm sorry about me
this isn't the person
that i want to be