Dont you Realize?

you scoff at them and laugh like they have problems. i guess you don't know how lucky i am to be here. people bitch and people moan and say i've been there i know. no. you dont know. dont you realize there is a difference from thinking i want to die, and from trying to actually die? everytime it's said jesus why are your veins so deep inside i shed a tiny tear and thank god they are becuase if they weren't i dont think i'd be here. confessions told i cry inside i try to be strong i try to be bold i guess thats why this story laid untold. xox Ellie J