You had once disappeared
but you now keep returning
something I had always feared
happened to us making me feel
as if inside I was burning

I've lost you forever
just let the time pass
trying hard, succeeding never
to forgive and to forget
the special bond I thought we had

I made myself believe
things had ended for good
kept myself being busy
thinking I had understood

Months went by
but I still sigh
as I keep waking up
from dreams that do anything
but make me fly high

As I am fighting against my fears
I am trying to hold back the tears
but they begin to roll down my cheek
making me feel more and more weak
and I remain wondering

Wondering what the dreams are supposed to tell
if they were sent from either heaven or hell
if you have dreams like mine
or if you're just feeling fine

There's something that makes you return
there's something that makes me burn
there's something that shows me you down
there's something that wants us to drown

Is it you who's calling for me?

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Written on August 7th '05 from Maren to J