I have to break away from you, to save me from this pain,
no matter how i push and try, it's the same all over again
please understand that it's not that i don't care
i know that you don't want me, that u don't really care

i have to walk away from you, or this will carry on
the days, the words the memories, they just have to be gone
i really can't go on like this, it's just the way i feel
i can only take so much from you, i have to be real

i have to break all ties with you, look and walk away
even though it really pains me, it has to be this way
i know that you don't love me, i know i'm nothing to you
that's why i have to do this, and see it all way through

it is so very difficult, to go on the way we do
i feel as if i can't do anymore, because i love you
but you don't love me back, and it hurts me so inside
to think that you said you loved me and watched me while i
cried

when you phone me up and talk to me again
i go so very weak inside, because i hear your voice again
but we only end up arguing, i cry and weap till dawn
because i hope so much inside, that we will be reborn

i'm wishing that you've changed and realised i was the one
but that never happens, coz in your head i'm gone
so i have to do the same now, if i don't, i never will
coz you are like a drug to me, and we both know that they
kill.


for ben


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