Moving On

I have to break away from you, to save me from this pain, no matter how i push and try, it's the same all over again please understand that it's not that i don't care i know that you don't want me, that u don't really care i have to walk away from you, or this will carry on the days, the words the memories, they just have to be gone i really can't go on like this, it's just the way i feel i can only take so much from you, i have to be real i have to break all ties with you, look and walk away even though it really pains me, it has to be this way i know that you don't love me, i know i'm nothing to you that's why i have to do this, and see it all way through it is so very difficult, to go on the way we do i feel as if i can't do anymore, because i love you but you don't love me back, and it hurts me so inside to think that you said you loved me and watched me while i cried when you phone me up and talk to me again i go so very weak inside, because i hear your voice again but we only end up arguing, i cry and weap till dawn because i hope so much inside, that we will be reborn i'm wishing that you've changed and realised i was the one but that never happens, coz in your head i'm gone so i have to do the same now, if i don't, i never will coz you are like a drug to me, and we both know that they kill. for ben Copyright Rebecca Waring