Good bye

I can't help but think of you now, now everything is over; I feel your pain for it is mine too, because I caused it, I knew I would. I tried to change, tried to keep my promise, but once again I fell. I should've known better, I shouldn't have put you through this, but something always happens, doesn't it? I'm beyond feeling now, all I can do is stare at the wall and wait for time to pass, alone, as I should be... for that's the only way I will no longer cause pain, as I've done so many times before to so many people now... I wish I could do something but I know I can't, My desolation is my own punishment, and I know it will never be enough to forgive myself. I can only hope you move on and find the right girl for you I was never her, I was never right, I told you I'd hurt you and I did As I always do. But your heart will heal and you will find everything life owes you; you'll find it somewhere else, far away from me, as it should be, as it should've been from the begining, as it would've been had I been strong enough to keep you away. I never deserved you, I knew I'd break your heart, But please believe me, you're the only one I truly fighted for, ever. And what I said is true. I did love you. I still do.