I can't help but think of you now,
now everything is over;

I feel your pain for it is mine too,
because I caused it, I knew I would.

I tried to change, tried to keep my promise,
but once again I fell.

I should've known better, I shouldn't have put you through
this,
but something always happens, doesn't it?
I'm beyond feeling now, 
all I can do is stare at the wall and wait for time to
pass,
alone, as I should be...
for that's the only way I will no longer cause pain,
as I've done so many times before
to so many people now...

I wish I could do something but I know I can't,
My desolation is my own punishment,
and I know it will never be enough to forgive myself.

I can only hope you move on and find the right girl for you
I was never her, I was never right,
I told you I'd hurt you and I did
As I always do.

But your heart will heal 
and you will find everything life owes you;
you'll find it somewhere else,
far away from me, as it should be,
as it should've been from the begining,
as it would've been had I been strong enough to keep you
away.

I never deserved you,
I knew I'd break your heart,
But please believe me,
you're the only one
I truly fighted for, ever.

And what I said is true.

I did love you.

I still do.