These pills that i'm given, they fuck with my head,
Leave me just thinking i'd be better off dead.
They turn me into a person i sincerely hate,
Someone who just isn't me, unaware of their fate.
I took one this morning coz i really felt bad,
I wanted nobody to see that i was so sad.
I wanted to talk, i wanted to cry,
But now i lay here with a tear in my eye.
I promised myself i wouldn't take them again,
But here i am thinking they just might keep me sane.
Coz i have to do something or i will not survive,
But now is the time to choose whether i fall or i fly...