Leave Me Alone...

Leave me alone, you just don't understand, These things that are happening i never imagined. I feel so alone with nothing left at all, Watching from the sidelines as my body starts to fall. There's nothing i could think of that could take away this pain, Why is it that nothing ever, ever stays the same? My heart is breaking slowly and it gets to much to bear, I wish i knew what was going on, wish somebody would care My soul is trapped in this hopeless state with little to set it free, All it needs is a glimmer of hope or something that will help me. I'm in love with a guy i'm sure i can't have and it's killing me deep inside, It all gets too much when i'm thinking of him and the memories just won't die. All i want is to be accepted and loved for who i am, But who could love a fuck up like me, just another slaughtered lamb. I'm dreaming of the things i know can never happen in my life, Dreams i wish would just come true and end this painful strife. Enough i'm done, can't write any more I'll lock myself behind that heavy bolted door...