safety from the darkness

By Shnu •
i don't want to love you
i don't want to hate
i don't want to reconcile
for now it's too late
for i still remember
the words that you said
they carry on spinning
around in my head
i can't turn around
there's a knife in my back
the longer i stay
the harder it turns
the harder i cry
the more that it burns
it carried on hurting
as i lose my faith
i just want to go
to where i'll be safe.