i'm just so god damn ugly
ugly inside and out.
i usually forget what i'm talking about.
black in the center
a darkness in the core; in the shadows the eyes of Satan
peer through my door.

the dark lord fashions my soul
my words and my actions have become so bold.
bold like the drugs, stinging my eyes..
motivation and happiness decreasing in size

victorious i have been in the quest for my demise.

burying my heart in my emotional graveyard of hate
where dead souls and dead feelings sprout and bloom like
dandilions in spring; detested.
where broken songs sing, even though it's much too late.

love michelle.