Second Thoughts.

can you help me up and pull me out? i want to remember what life is supposed to be about. doing it "all" can become the biggest downfall. an old reputation that feels brand spanking new. a past regret kept burning because everything around me can be turned into a memory of you. i've never felt excitement, so make me excited. i've never felt happiness, so make me happy. i've never felt spontanaity, so make me spontaneous. i've never been loved so make me lovable. i know you're capable, but holding back. you're trying to keep the cement in the cracks. well these are burns that are meant to burn. these are lessons we all must learn. now i know you're not the one. you never take me out and i have forgotten the meaning of fun. i want to spread my wings but you lock me up tight. everyday i love you more even though it doesn't feel right. (but i love you anyways..) love michelle.