can you help me up and pull me out?
i want to remember what life is supposed
to be about.

doing it "all"
can become the biggest
downfall.

an old reputation
that feels brand spanking new.
a past regret kept burning
because everything around me
can be turned into a memory of you.

i've never felt excitement,
so make me excited.
i've never felt happiness,
so make me happy.
i've never felt spontanaity,
so make me spontaneous.
i've never been loved
so make me lovable.

i know you're capable, but holding back.
you're trying to keep the cement
in the cracks.

well these are burns that are meant to burn.
these are lessons we all must learn.

now i know you're not the one.
you never take me out
and i have forgotten the meaning of fun.
i want to spread my wings
but you lock me up tight.
everyday i love you more
even though it doesn't feel right.

(but i love you anyways..)

love michelle.