Venting.

i'm fighting the tears and you keep pretending you don't hear. do you know how much that breaks a heart? it's almost like you're trying to rip it all apart. somethings just never change and the things that do are always the ones you want to stay the same. in my head i'm screaming; what you are doing? what are you thinking? when i'm feeling on top of the world you have the power to flip it over and you almost always take advantage of that. but i guess that's just you. i can't help it, i don't know what to do. something about it never changes and in turn, neither does how i feel about it. you continuously lie and proceed to lie about that. i barely ever see your face anymore you always turn your back. pay attention now; you'll need to know this momentarily. i know im heartless stone cold bitch i got lost and somehow stumbled into life. my worst mistake and my only vice. if i had any advice it would be to quit when you're ahead. take heed to that warning, or you might end up dead. don't listen to the complaints, don't be restricted by the restraints and always have your story straight. never wait until it's too late and fall in love with the right one. think things through and always tell the truth. know your limits, but push them a bit keep your friends and family close if you can you don't always have to succeed if you atleast try most important of all, never depend on a guy. love michelle.