Dead Heart Candle.

flickering in the light a heart candle burns. the scent of salty tears and suicide fill the room and i find myself caught up in the moment. time is of the essence i've fallen down this hole; i don't want to be found. right now there's no way up and one way down. i didn't want to drown now giving way to the current. and stopping the struggle it feels so much better. it doesn't have to be right or have best interests in mind. i'm just a silly little girl as i am sure you will soon find. after being wined and dined to perfection. i'd forgotten; in your arms and eyes no recollection of past deceptions. dancing around the warning pushing away the thoughts of you having left my side before morning. you don't understand you've never been left standing. you've always been the one commanding. stop fucking with my head. get AWAY. i'm not the only one who would find pleasure in witnessing your death. dragging the glass the breaking skin. feeling the edge sinking in. just to see the blood watch it pulsing from my veins. a feeling of release the gentle trickle bringing peace of mind. discustingly grotesque blooms the flower you hold taking back my death. running down a corridor of empty rooms and locked doors. trapped i just can't leave. pressing me against the wall hands tied above my head. you become my master and i can't stand the sounds of your laughter. love michelle.