Surgically Removed.

counter-acting inside whatever's lacking. anti-social it would seem i'm not normal. stone cold and emotionless you suck it out until there's nothing left. are you eating less? or barfing more? did you think being thinner would make you less of a whore? always rough around the edges but i could never abandon you please don't treat this as a game. tomorrow don't forget my name. reaching out an open body cavity. i had to surgically remove my heart against all my better instincts you assured me it would be better off with you. so i drew you a picture and painted it black. i scratched out the face and left the heart with it's crack. you took it in haste as if i'd given you a precious gem. you tucked it away hidden in a place unknown to the rest of them. hair dye and make-up. the blackest of black. waiting for you to stab me in the back. white it out scream and shout. you always make time for me i don't understand. you say you see me in your face we're nothing alike. but we have this great need to win, the music is getting faster and faster now. playing over and over now. believe in me my disposable darling. take me back let's replay the starting. love michelle.