control

this nagging pain still persists but the urge to cut i will resist silver sharp blade will not control me i will not do it i will make you see but my self-control is breaking down as i lay here in my dressing gown look at the mirror have to turn away running from the brand new day how can i stop from changing my mind outlets for guilt are so hard to find this nagging pain still persists the urge to cut i did not resist