i'm tired.
i'm on fire.
my house coat hangs on the door
don't you dare tell me
it's my fault
both our hearts
have been flattened into the floor.

sitting here
a drunken mess
amazing what a few beers can do
unlike anything i could ever
fucking get from you.
few and far between
why was it you i wanted?
why did you have to be so mean?

you pretend to be nice
you pretend you don't know
you pretend you don't want me
even though you ditched her
and you acted it.
you wrapped your body around mine
and tipped your head in slow.

whatever.
fuck you.
it's not the first time
and it won't be the last.
i'm always rejected
it's a TALENT.
but for some reason
it doesn't balance with my feelings.

i hate loving you
because you love someone else.
what's wrong with me?
you picked me the other night
i didn't even have to put up
ANY KIND of a fight.
i gave her a run for her money
why'd you change your mind?
one day you'll get it
there's something here
and it's one of a kind.

michelle.