Pure Hatred.

i'm tired. i'm on fire. my house coat hangs on the door don't you dare tell me it's my fault both our hearts have been flattened into the floor. sitting here a drunken mess amazing what a few beers can do unlike anything i could ever fucking get from you. few and far between why was it you i wanted? why did you have to be so mean? you pretend to be nice you pretend you don't know you pretend you don't want me even though you ditched her and you acted it. you wrapped your body around mine and tipped your head in slow. whatever. fuck you. it's not the first time and it won't be the last. i'm always rejected it's a TALENT. but for some reason it doesn't balance with my feelings. i hate loving you because you love someone else. what's wrong with me? you picked me the other night i didn't even have to put up ANY KIND of a fight. i gave her a run for her money why'd you change your mind? one day you'll get it there's something here and it's one of a kind. michelle.