angled and mangled
like this budding flower
crushed and severed
did i deserve this?
so unpolitely denied
the right to live.

you take away
everything i had to give.
in darkness
you make it so much darker.
scratching out my face
so crudely
with jet black permanent marker.

exaggeration of imagination
apparent strength misjudged.
your stubborness hidden by
perfect bliss.

permiscuousness misleading
you consumed my body
and left my heart.
mercilessly picked apart
and quickly bleeding.
it's too late to realize
i was never competing
and that you were always everything
i've ever been needing.

so much sacrifice.
with you i can't help
but make the same mistakes twice.
your tears present a strategy
ascentuating your delicate face
with flattery.
us paired so awkwardly
with my inadequecy.
but i'm not so sure that you really see.

i feel the lies
and exasperation.
everything you say and do;
total penetration.
it leaves me dead
speechless you take me
to be a new possesion
your slow gentle hands kill me.
but again and again
they fill me.

walk me to the cemetary
with each footstep
i become more wary.
you take me to bury
where i'll become memory.
and forget that we might have
been meant to be.

love michelle