for everyone who has ever had a crush.. lol. you know 
exactly how i feel with this poem.

i don't know
what this strange thing is
that i'm feeling
no excuse for the face
that's peeling
none that would provide
reason in your eyes.

while it rips and tears
at my heart
tiny pieces break off
forgotten in the dark.
you won't shed your light
on my situation
not that i need aid
in my deliberation.
sometimes i wonder if it
would really kill you
to show some consideration.

tell me
are you confusing on purpose?
i wonder if you know
it really hurts.
it takes so much effort
and so much work
not to fantasize
about your touch
and how you would make me blush.
how this rush is incredible
you make it so unforgettable.
it's so completely frustrating
how you don't know.

i hate it
i absolutely loathe the idea
of not being able to share
this with you.
i want so bad
for you to feel this too.

love michelle.