Sleazy.

beaten down frozen i drown.. inside open up your eyes open them up wide. understand the pain; my heart's suicide. do you mind that much? do you think i really care? this time it's really not better to share. confined by the penalties of tomorrow. they mask all memories of now forgotten sorrow. deep down you're hollow and you know. take off your cloak step outside your cloud of mystery that poorly disguises the faking that in the end just can't take back all the hating you felt. that you're experiencing. you can't stop how you melt how you hold out your hand and pull it back. it hit me harder than you could have ever smacked me. sometimes i'm dead. it's easy to mistake my heart as lead because that's what these walls might as well be made of. you can't see through or get to the other side it's how i hide and keep myself from feeling the burn. how i plead and how i yearn it doesn't matter because when the blood splatters you realize the love was never real was never there. it's like ripping out my hair to feel the break. watching the imaginary tape where you kidnap my feelings and hang them from the skylight. forever lost in twilight as we don't fight how this follows and flows how it comes out so easy how you always said things so sleazy. and how i don't feel content thinking of how you can't be won't be what you meant. love michelle.