Fake Halo.

i see your shiney halo you act as if you've let all your sins go. you mask the fear your so afraid to show you'd rather not see the reaction you'd rather just not know. feel my gentle tears lighting kissing my cheeks completely terrified unable to speak. it's so hard not tell the way i feel for you all the reasons for my saddness the ones i share are so untrue. you feel so stupid so you just shut up. because once again you've fucked it all up. it's all gone to hell even a blind man could easily tell. come out of your shell you know all to well you're idiocy. if you weren't trying so hard to be something else you'd find all you're problems they might be helped. remember nothing is an accident the way you are is the way you're meant. watch them form the crimson gashes as yours glass heart; so fragile smashes. the pieces are sharp picking them up leaves tiny bleeding marks. the memories stretched with every piece crying out in pain wishing for the release. your body shakes as you try to fix mistakes you never made. stop blaming and shaming yourself sometimes it's better to give up than to do something else. sometimes there is nothing you could have done you just have to remember all the fun and all the good things all the happiness they used to bring. sometimes you just can't help it it's not your fault this is how life dealt it. always remember; don't give yourself too much credit you'll live to regret it. love michelle.