i finally realize
that there has
always been nothing
but pain and suffering
i find myself wondering
if its worth it.

could you justify
the reason for so much hate
the reason for all the
innocent dead.
all the tears shed
all the blood bled.

does it matter to you?
does it matter if we lose?
why did you do this?
why did you make us?
why the fuck are we here?
you never got around
to making that clear.

your just as afraid
so you fill us all with fear.
you cry like us
so you give us all these tears.

why don't you take me back?
i never asked for this
i'd never have been able to wish.
but you put me here
you had to insist.

that's right i blame you
whoever you might be.
you make it all so plain to see
that you're against all
that makes up this world 
and me.

love michelle.