Negativity.

you're a virus you're a cold your infecting ways are becoming so old. it's disgusting the way you're lusting for the take over the domination you don't bother with resisting the sensation. another vaccination injected that doesn't work. your blood shot eyes your grotesque smirk. in the shadows of night i feel you lurking watching me with that haunting stare you won't let me go it isn't fair. you don't care if you get what you want it doesn't matter if i screamed you'd continue to taunt. scarred by indifference confined by the deafening silence. there isn't a key to the lock that keeps me here watching the clock. following each strike you become the centre of this new world but you could never give me life. tonight we'll watch the sunset we'll remember the day we met we'll wish we could press a button to reset. while i stand here on this bridge with this rope around my neck. i'll remember what it was supposed to be. i'll remember the good times of you and me. sometimes there must be a price to pay sometimes there must be a fee to a perfect existance one i guess i never paid. maybe now you'll understand i was blamed for all those choices i never made. living in a forbidden place is the same as being dead amoung the living. there's no cure for being born impure nothing you have is worth giving. when your poison to society stifled by lack of variety always the last priority on the list. when you'll always be the one who isn't missed. it's hard to feel anything when you grow up without emotion hidden from love and devotion unaware and unable to understand the notion that there is more to life than death. love michelle.