you're a virus
you're a cold
your infecting ways
are becoming so old.
it's disgusting
the way you're lusting
for the take over
the domination
you don't bother with
resisting the sensation.
another vaccination injected
that doesn't work.
your blood shot eyes
your grotesque smirk.

in the shadows of night
i feel you lurking
watching me with that
haunting stare
you won't let me go
it isn't fair.
you don't care
if you get what you want
it doesn't matter if i screamed
you'd continue to taunt.

scarred by indifference
confined by the deafening silence.
there isn't a key
to the lock
that keeps me here
watching the clock.
following each strike
you become the centre
of this new world
but you could never
give me life.

tonight we'll watch
the sunset
we'll remember the
day we met
we'll wish we could press
a button to reset.
while i stand here
on this bridge
with this rope around my neck.

i'll remember
what it was supposed to be.
i'll remember
the good times of you and me.
sometimes there must be
a price to pay
sometimes there must be
a fee
to a perfect existance
one i guess i never paid.
maybe now you'll understand
i was blamed for all those choices
i never made.

living in a forbidden place
is the same as being dead
amoung the living.
there's no cure
for being born impure
nothing you have is worth giving.
when your poison to society
stifled by lack of variety
always the last priority
on the list.
when you'll always be
the one who isn't missed.

it's hard to feel anything
when you grow up without emotion
hidden from love and devotion
unaware and unable to understand
the notion that there is more to life
than death.

love michelle.