Alright. Don't ask about the peanut butter shampoo.. i was 
in the shower and for some reason i thought my shampoo 
smelled like peanut butter.. and this poem spawned from 
that.. :P So enjoy lol.

i'm like peanut butter shampoo
in an odd way
i make sence
and get through.
i stick so far
seeminly embedded in your head.
the notion of trying
to pry me out;
brings up many emotions
left unsaid.

with one foot in the water
i feel it slip between my toes
i prepare myself for your
slaughter
because i know that's
the way it goes.

so many things
you've left behind in the dark
i search for a light;
even a tiny spark.
so maybe i can see
some of the things
you try and show me.
inside i'm not the person
you expect me to be.

as i stand in front of you now
is the way i will
forever be crowned.
keep me safe and sound
because i've been held onto
so tight.
all alone;
chained and bound.

i'll leave you alone
i'll let you be
what you want to be.
because you don't see
all of the things
that i happen to see.

is it her who has done this?
is she the answer to your
inexplicable bliss?
please fill me in on
whatever i've missed.

you gave me you're word
and sealed it with a kiss
but not even that
could prepare me for this shift.
the remarkable lift
comes crashing down
you don't even reach for me
as i plumet through the sky
and smash into the ground.

love michelle.