Staring into this fucking
Book.
Watching my wrists cut,
They bleed.
I bleed for you.
I wonder why I ever thought
I was something you would need.
It wasn't out of greed
But love.
I thought you were my gift
From somewhere up above.
I guess you had no one else
Or maybe nothing else to do.
So you thought you'd give me
A whirl
In the end you were only hurting me
And I only ever wanted to be
Your special girl.
But you just liked to see me
Twirl.
I cry for you..
I'm going to miss you.
I want to hate you.
But I can't stop loving you.
I can't stop bleeding for
You..
You're my razorblade kiss.
I drew you a picture
On my wrist.
Because you pissed on me.
The heart you helped heal
You learned how to break it too.
Both of these things you've done
Incredibly well.
Just when my love for you
Started to swell.
I loved you from my core.
You used me as your whore.
You picked me up
When I was down.
Now you drop me
And kick me with the rest..
Everything you'd given me
I thought it was the best.
But everything and anything so good
Was never meant to be
Not for me.
In the end you've decided
You're not for me.
And even though right now
I can't see..
Everything happens for a reason.
And we must not be meant
To be.

Love Michelle.