I Bleed For You.

Staring into this fucking Book. Watching my wrists cut, They bleed. I bleed for you. I wonder why I ever thought I was something you would need. It wasn't out of greed But love. I thought you were my gift From somewhere up above. I guess you had no one else Or maybe nothing else to do. So you thought you'd give me A whirl In the end you were only hurting me And I only ever wanted to be Your special girl. But you just liked to see me Twirl. I cry for you.. I'm going to miss you. I want to hate you. But I can't stop loving you. I can't stop bleeding for You.. You're my razorblade kiss. I drew you a picture On my wrist. Because you pissed on me. The heart you helped heal You learned how to break it too. Both of these things you've done Incredibly well. Just when my love for you Started to swell. I loved you from my core. You used me as your whore. You picked me up When I was down. Now you drop me And kick me with the rest.. Everything you'd given me I thought it was the best. But everything and anything so good Was never meant to be Not for me. In the end you've decided You're not for me. And even though right now I can't see.. Everything happens for a reason. And we must not be meant To be. Love Michelle.