Filling the Gap.

I don't know how To fill the gap I'm sitting here In your lap. Will someone show me? Draw me the map. Like tree sap We melt and stick The walls between us Feel so thick. It's not your fault And it isn't mine. They dragged us apart. Deliberately this time. I hear the wind chime Clatter in the dark. I remember the night I wanted to spend with you In the park.. Everything was perfect Until they took it away. They always ruin everything Without fail Or delay. Trying to mold my life Like clay. It doesn't work. It's not that easy to move me. You want to change me But I won't You think I lie to you But I don't. You'll quickly find I'm not as simple Or breakable As you might have thought. I am not someone who can Be bought. You try to smash me Like a ceramic pot. But the person I really am You haven't yet got. I've opened up But you are blind. Maybe you just won't look.. Are you scared what you'll find? But be who you are To yourself I know you're Confined. And the stupidity you've been given Will always be your bind. But regardless of this My life will shine. I've left your world So you no longer have control Of the blinds. You can't block me out anymore. I'm now free to grow away. Grow my way. Be me. Show who I really want everyone To see. Not stunted by the darkness you Cast. My sunlight; free at last. Now you're just a thing of the past. I leave you to rot A meaningless body of mass.