A lonely heart,
A broken mind,
Thinking of you,
To this world I am confined.
Brought up by pain,
Brought down by pleasure,
Eating my heart,
Concealing my sorrows.
Safe inside myself,
But laying on your silver plater,
The cold runs deep,
I hear my blood splatter.
Could you grab my hand?
Did you hear it too?
Your eyes so empty,
You turn your head,
You don't even notice I'm dead.
Maybe you do notice...
Could you just not care?
Yes.
You never did.
How could you?
Why would you?
Will I ever know?
So many questions bombarding my thoughts,
I wonder if I'm ever in yours...
It's times like these,
That reveal the true test,
Nothing I feel seems to ever rest.
Haunted inside of you,
A struggle I've made,
Drive a knife through my spine,
Watch me quiver in pain.
I lay crumpled on the floor.
You sit there and stare,
My blood is warm,
But my body has frozen.
Savour the moment,
As memories flash.
I hate your cruelty,
I hate this life,
It's all a dream.
Release me from this vice...

love michelle.