I wonder why I cry all of the time. 
Lately I have been pushing it to a very thin line. 
Turning and tossing through out the night, to wake up in a
pool of tears all of them mine. 
Its crazy when everyone and everything makes you sad.
 Not only sad, so upset, so crazy I think its called being
mad.
 Looking into the mirror; deep into my eyes seeing the
sadness makes me think of saying my goodbyes. There’s no
point in feeling this way. 
And its even worse for me because I have been feeling it
everyday. 
No wonder there are bags under my eyes. 
Everyone says they love me, but that’s all lies. 
Its like I’m begging someone to just love me.
 I just want someone to live in my body just to see. 
The blood dripping from my hand didn’t happen
accidentally.
 It called catching a fit.
 YUP, I did it!!! 
All the sleepless nights and the fights.
Can you believe, I cant deal with this life, I just might
leave. 
No one shed a tear, no one pray to the man above. 
I was in agony , he didn’t care enough to show me love. 
You all heard.
 So now I’m leaving don’t say a word, now its to late
I’m going to be flying below.
 Flying like a bird.