Final Wish

Isn't it hard when you're tied up inside And you only want to run and hide My life was a lot like that feeling you get When you know you're losing it After all life has done to me Isn't it plain to see? Life isn't what you want My spirit, my soul shall forever haunt Those who picked and those who laughed All the tears running down my cheeks when I was sad I once had a good life Eventually I had to strive Nothing was ever my way Why'd you tell me there'd be a better day? I had nothing and no one was beside me I was finally tired of hiding the real me I could no longer stand drowning in the tears The tears that were there, they never hid my fears To all I love, today please be brave As I am lowered into my grave And please do not shed a tear For I feel I belong there Just remember how you kept me strong Without you I wouldn't have survived so long As a thank you to all I love I promise to come back from above The wind creaking at your window each night Is me whispering goodnight In the air surrounding you May you feel me around you May you know that I like it where I've been This place is my heaven, and it's great, my friends Please forgive me for all the hurt I caused you Please forgive me for all the stress too I never meant to hurt anyone at all And I'm sorry I was the first to fall I hope to see you here one day, but for now I'm fine Live your life day by day as I should have mine Hold me tender in your heart Never let those memories fall apart There is only one thing I ask of you my friend Please, never bring your own life to an end