We spent one year apart
before only few days together
you're deep inside my heart
and I think this will be forever

It felt like on the first sight
when I saw you coming
the world was filling with light
all I did was standing stunning

I then did not believe
that beauty like this did exist
and that soon I would receive
the greatest love there is

Though we didn't even kiss
you are the one I miss
when I see people in love
I wish for you to be around 

With you I don't need words
I could just be forever
and the times I drink or eat
they unbelievable are never

Us situated as two
we don't need to talk
but whenever we do 
you like to take me for a walk

You don't take my hand
but though I am just fine
knowing in the end
yours will look for mine

That's when we're at the beach
both lying in the sand
from the distance you try to reach
and finally you hold my hand

We're both being cold
you see my body shaking
and as you're coming close
I know you're not faking

We hear each other sighing
louder and deeper than ever
together we are dying
the day I forget this will come never

I won't ever regret 
the night we spent back then
though to remember sometimes hurts
it's the best memory I have

Then it came too quickly
the last night we'd ever have
you didn't even know
the next day I was gonna go back

As soon as you found out
we had to face it together
that is was a real big doubt
the day I'd see you again would come ever

All I could stare at was your face
pale with big innocent eyes
they let me see what you felt
inside it was you who died

I really didn't want to say Goodbye
and when I think back I still sigh
the whole night I did not know what to do
would it have been right to just kiss you?

I cried when I went home
hating the fact was true
that you stayed back alone
and the whole dream of us was gone

As time passed home in Germany
I somehow found someone new
who felt when I talked about you
the thing that is called jealousy

I don't know whether to be
happy about it or not
but things between him and me
ended before back there I got

So I was back there
facing all the places where
together we'd been
that existed all clear in my memory

You weren't with me 
so I missed you more and more
the lonelyness around seemed endlessly
and I started to feel unsure

Not seeing you again
I suddenly started to doubt
that our love would be refound
and happy we'd both turn out

I got to know someone else
and when I wasn't expecting it at all
I suddenly stopped to fall
as you stood there as if grabbing my hand

I didn't believe my eyes
neither did you seem to do
when I saw you in between all those guys
a big dream finally seemed to come true

Again there is that feeling
of not knowing what to do
joy and excitement mixed
my life was finally fixed

As I walked over to you
and saw you staring at me
I knew you were the one
I will always love the most

Though there is a difference
between our love and others
it's as if ours was hidden
maybe it is even forbidden

It isn't there in fact
but it does exist inside
it is deeper and warmer
and in my heart it's always kept

So now I am back here
situated all alone
but I do know in there
in my mind you're never gone

Our love seems hopeless
but I know if we believe
the search won't be endless
and we're gonna succeed

We're going to end up together
and then the two of us will stay forever
but until then I hope you're ok with your part
as the prisoner inside of my heart.

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From Maren to Chris (September 4th '05)