Once again my heart is filled with sadness and it's getting
to the point where I don't even need to explain anymore
because the reason is pretty clear to everyone as always
let's face it my father has never been around, and that is
always on my mind.

 Deep within my heart I have someone to call father ok, you
ask yourself what is the problem then? Well it goes like
this even though I call this person my father he has his own
life to proceed and, it does not include me of course but he
is what  I would want my dad to be like  loving, caring and
lets not forget those hugs that make you feel safe and warm
again.

 Deep down inside I wish you were my father sometimes more
days then others and sometimes it hurts so bad that I could
cry but oh, well......who am I. Deep down within my heart I
wish you were there at night to say its ok to go to sleep
when you have those bad dreams just remember I love you
always deep down inside that is why I call you father.