I know it only has been a year since you passed away but
it seems like a century to me I wish more then anything in
this world that I, could just hear your voice one last time
but of course that can not ever be. There are somedays where
I almost pickup the phone and call but then I realize you
are gone, and once again my heart and soul are filled with
tears again all I wanna do is curl up into a ball and ask
the question why did you leave me without saying goodbye to
me? Yes I know that only god knows that answer and things
happen for a reason but why must the pain hurt so bad.

 When I see you in heaven I'm going to hug you, and squeeze
you so tight your going to say stop I can't breathe but I
can't help it that's how much I miss you even more then
these words say. When I see you in heaven I'm going to tell
you how much you really mean to me and I would never trade
our friendship for anything else in this world no matter
what anyone else has ever said.

More and more each day I try to tell myself not to miss you 
so much but my eyes seem to fill with tears anyway I, wish
there was someway I can see you one more time and tell you
how much I love you but when I see you in heaven I'm not
only going to tell you how much I love you I'm never going
to let you go again I love you now, and forever my friend
rest in peace.

          I miss you!!!