i remeber the day you died
i remeber getting told
i remember what it felt like
my blood running cold.

the day god took you,
was a hard and lonely day
and all i kept on thinking was
"why her? why you? why today?"
why did he have to choose you?
why did he let me lose you?

i remeber when your mum told me,
and my heart just fell in two
she said that you wont make it
it hurt so hard i just couldnt take it,
how could god make your life,
and then so quickly take it?

but i knew that this would happen,
i new right near the start,
the day i heard you had cancer
was the day i fell apart.

i remember being with you,
laying in your hospital bed,
you was crying and in pain,
as i stroked your head.

you told me you didint want to die,
and my eyes blurred with tears,
you said you couldnt take the pain,
your eyes concelled with fear.

i looked at you lying there,
lying there in pain,
and i new i had to speak the words
ill forvever hold in vain,

"although ill miss you dearly,
and it will never be the same,
if you leave the pain and suffering,
you will not be blamed"

i felt the pain run thorugh me,
with each beat of my heart!
to see that you was hurting
was just tearing me apart

and as we layed and weeped,
at the tender age of ten,
i new this was a memory,
that id carry till the end.

But i do know that your there,
watching silently over me,
i know that your my gardian,
making sure all harm leaves me be!
and when my time is over
and god takes me by the hand
i know that you will be waiting,
at that golden promised land!