Wanting to get out, 
Wanting it now, 
Wish i could end it, 
Wish i knew how. 
I'll cut myself tonight, 
The knife sinks slowly in, 
Blood runs down my arm, 
Wash away all my sins. 
The questions are unanswered, 
The lies always the same, 
Everything kept hidden, 
Only me to blame. 
All the dreams i wish for, 
All the hopes and aims, 
None of them ever lasting, 
Each one ends the same. 
Failing is what i do, 
I guess i always will, 
Up until that glorious day, 
When i am laying stone cold still...