solitude

By chazz •
i see my heartbeat
they pound in my eyes
i feel no pleasure
in the days i despise
i'm crowded yet lonely
crying inside with my pain
i try to shed tears
i try so hard in vain
no tears will be shed
no cries would be heard
just laughter and smiles
and bitter-sweet words
so no one will know
and here i will always be
alone in my solitude
where no one will see