Im so confused right now
and its not even funny 
how i can look into your eyes and feel nothing. 
How I could go through something like that 
and not even feel a thing. 
Sometimes I wish you hurt me 
because it would be better than this nothing. 
I dont feel a loss or regret at your coming 
or going. 
and I dont care that it ended up like this. 
Nothing makes as much sence as it did. 
And your just something that once was,
and now your not anymore. 
becuase we belonged to eachother
but we gave that away 
as it was swallowed up 
in this infinint hole 
or nothing that I feel for you.