Token

i remember how you used to make me smile. it used to be that becuase of you waking up was worthwile and i guess things tend to pass i never thought that it could be that someday i wouldn't feel that way. i still think of you a lot. and i still smile with every memory of you i have but something's changed and i guess i've let go of the dull pangs of pain my heart used to feel when you were around and the fustration and agony of how it was. maybe i've accepted what we have for what it is, and how i really wouldn't change it for the world but half the time i dont feel like this, and i question still what is meant by it. confused and broken my heart forever, just a token. xoxo Ellie J