People never understand
i'm too scared to go out on my own
confidence is so low
it's been shattered by other people
now i live a sad life
having panic attacks, just walking down the street
scared that there's someone
watching, waiting round the corner
my whole body just shakes
my hands start to sweat
my heart beats fast
it's like a phobia
and i hate myself for it
i don't know how i'm going to overcome it
i really do want to step outside on my own
but i just can't
it's a big challenge for me
they just can't leave me alone
i get picked on, i get bullied, why?
i'm always the easy target
i must look so weak
too scared to even go to the shop on my own now
it's so horrible
being scared to death
just hiding away from the world
is all i can do
i will never beat this fear
it's gone too far now
i hope one day, i can overcome it
but i'm not strong enough
i don't have any confidence in myself
it's all been snatched away from me
i need to get it back
need to find it again
one day
somehow 
somewhere...


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