Phobia

People never understand i'm too scared to go out on my own confidence is so low it's been shattered by other people now i live a sad life having panic attacks, just walking down the street scared that there's someone watching, waiting round the corner my whole body just shakes my hands start to sweat my heart beats fast it's like a phobia and i hate myself for it i don't know how i'm going to overcome it i really do want to step outside on my own but i just can't it's a big challenge for me they just can't leave me alone i get picked on, i get bullied, why? i'm always the easy target i must look so weak too scared to even go to the shop on my own now it's so horrible being scared to death just hiding away from the world is all i can do i will never beat this fear it's gone too far now i hope one day, i can overcome it but i'm not strong enough i don't have any confidence in myself it's all been snatched away from me i need to get it back need to find it again one day somehow somewhere... Copyright Rebecca Waring