I'm afraid of you
Of what u may do to me again
I hover in the corner
When I hear your boots
At my door
When you're finished
I run into the bathroom
And puke out all the pain
It makes me feel better
It subsides the rain
You're suppose to be that one I love
I'm suppose to be a daddies girl
But how can I be
When you bring me so much pain
When ever since I was little
We've played a "Special Game"
One that was a secret
And was never to be told
Cause if it ever were
You'd hurt someone I loved
I'm terrified of you
I dread hearing the memorized sentences.
"Daddy has a new game to play"
"Be a good girl, come and play. . ."
When you say new
I know what you mean
Because every since I was little
New, meant exploring a little further
And now that I'm 14
And you've done everything that I could imagine
I wonder what our next journey will be
And what will happen
I overheard you saying
"my daughter's perfect" over the phone
I hope this doesn't mean
That a another man is coming home. . . .