Never Spoken

I never told you how much you mean to me, I never told you when you were wrong, I never told you, what about you I like, I never told you, why I act so Fake. I never got the chance to say, Why exactly it is I go out of my way, to be your friend, and pull through, I never got to tell you, that I loved you. I will never get the chance, to say these things, that haunt my existance, and the gloomy thoughts they bring. I never will have the time to say, these things i desperately want to. I never said I really hated you, I never said you were a bitch, I never meant to hurt you dear, But sometimes, the fake takes over. I never got to say that I was sorry. Becuase I am sorry... for all things I did say, and all the things I never said. I never said I wanted you, But I never said I didn't.. I never said I'd ever stop loving you, But I never did. And as we change, and time goes by, I have to wonder will I regret? or alike so many things, will I just forget? I never said I would try, and I never said I wouldn't cry. But I can promise you this one, whole and true, I'll never die whilst I still have you. xoxo Kyelle