I live over your death
By hidden •
your gone
I'm alive
I dream of you
of your pain
the subtle crack
of your elbow breaking
the pleading scream
of my fist in your face
the muffled scream
of my crushing embrace
the slow drip
as my knife slits your wrists
the crunch
of my baseball bat and your chest
the scent of burning flesh
of the fire in your hair
a million and one tortures
I have envisaged for you
I can only relish the idea
of any of them coming true
all i wanted to say was that i miss you