Like Me

Like Me. you cant live like i do you can't do it like i can i can imagine you aren't there i can forget, i can cope, you'll see. i can sleep and hybernate like a bear, if i just dont want to be there and this is know you can't do like i can. all day i can sit and just stare. i think up stories and funny thoughts and act like the world isnt there. becuase, from my side of things this world is just fucked, and when you look around you'll see not many have the talent to screw up as badly as me i run off the right tracks then learn, or so i claim then drag myself back up again but only to again fall on my back like a turtle overturned by young boys this is my demise... but no matter what you can't do it like I can. i die but manage to keep breathing im paralyzed but i keep on going i push my way through i shove out the past, the future, the present i shove out you.. my heart is so black and so full of holes, but still i keep it beating.. becuase i can survive anything hell you try adn push my into.. beucase despite my short comings i love myself through and through and you can't do that like i do. xoxo Ellie J