how long?

By <font color="purple">so_close_but_yet<font color="yellow">so_far •
how long do I have to wait,
with my head in my hands,
sobbing,
waiting?
I need you.
Thinking of you makes me sick,
I cant eat or sleep,
But you'll never know.
You'll never know the love I have,
The tears I cry,
and the hours I wait.
Up every night,
pillow is wet,
fall asleep crying,
dreaming of you and me.
I need you.
please...
©sasha buonasorte 2005 0_o