why do i, when it's wrong

By Finding Myself♥♥ •
my heart burns for you
but i know that what we do is wrong
my soul yearns for you
but i know that we can not go on
as i read through others' writings
i notice things you've said
are similar to those
who are now stuck in a mess
my legs cry for you
but when you rub them i feel unclean
my hand cries for you
but i when you hold it i feel mean
as i read through what i've writen
in the past, and present now
i notice how my thoughts have changed
from good to hell and down
why do i still long for you
even though i know it's wrong
i think i need to fix my head
'cause i don't know what's going on