Wonder!!!

So much in this word goes un-noticed, Scratches on my body, Pain in my eyes, Hurt in my heart, My love for you. No one will ever realize, It won't ever disappear, I hate you, I love you, Confusion blurs my mind. Can't look up, It's weighing me down, Wanna touch, Wanna hold, Wanna breath again. They hurt you, I watch They use you, I sink They touch you, I cry They take you, I hate They will always win 'cause I'm un-noticed It's killing me, Tearing me apart, Blinding me with black and grey, When will the light return? Bring a touch of colour back. Gone to far, In the background I stand Waiting for my moment, That will never come, Alone in a world of clouds So cold without you, Lifeless finger, frozen, You touch my hand, Life pluses through me again, Then you take it away. Rain falls down in my dreams, Washes away the pain of one day, Cleanses my bloody hands, Lay awake and cry, Think of things that will never be. Now maybe you see insomnia wasn't a phase, Maybe you notice the empty look in my glazed eyes, Maybe you see your name carved in my arm, Maybe you can read my thoughts and see yourself, Or maybe you're oblivious to my feelings and presences!!!