How Could You...

How could you do this to us, how could you lie to me and let me believe that you did not want me? Did you really not realize that I am not like any one else you have even been with? HOw could you run to spite it all and act as if I meant nothing at all... Now after all this time you say that I was wrong, oh how can this be? I never once pushed you away, or acted like I did not want you. How could you just walk away and never tell me the truth, till finally one fine June day the truth was revealed to me. How could you hide this so well, yeah I know I hid it to, but I did not push you away, no not one time. How was I to know that you was just acting, and trying to get me to tell it all but, had you realized that I am not like everyone else you would have never pused me away... You lied to me and yourself, while you and others lead me to believe, that you did not want me, now tell me how you could do this? You even remember more than I had given you credit for, but now you have your own life and yet many do not see any light in your eyes and you seem unhappy to them, they say and I have to wonder why you think you have to live life this way, how could you do this, am I really that hard to talk to, do you really not want to see me? How could you do this to us, how could you lie to me and let me believe that you did not want me?