Never Knew, Till Now

I never knew how you really felt till someone finally told me the truth and I was completely blown away. I don't like the fact that everyone but me knew the truth and look how long it took for me to finally be told. And I broke down and wrote to you telling you how I felt to as though that would make a difference for I realize I am to late and although it may not matter I now know that the truth always does come out sooner or later... I never knew till now, that you indeed did want me, but I am sure you are way over that now. I never knew that I scared you but through time you gotten all the shields and walls back up as you act through your rich life now. I never knew you were even mad at me, or that you took what I said all wrong till someone finally told me all the truth leaving me totally surprised for I never once thought that you ever even wanted me, I never knew till now.... I still am hoping someday to cross your path and tell you all the things I should have for you never knew till now that I really am in love with you...