I'm Sorry

I'm sorry things turned out like they did though I did not want it this way at all but I never told you instead I ran full steam ahead like it did not matter while on the inside I was hurting but would not let is show, I was not suppose to be the one to tell how I felt first, I was gonna make you tell me first, foolish pride stood in both of our ways and we made a mess of what could of been forever. I'm sorry I did not know the things that I now know as if I could change one little thing, as if how we feel really matters in the slightest little bit now. You have your nice fine life now and you no doubt never think of me. I'm sorry that I did not know that I did indeed make you mad, I have to wonder what it is that I have done that made you so mad. had I known then I would have came over and told you had sorry that I really am, but no one told me the truth till now. It seems that everyone knew the truth about how you really feel but me, there I was running thinking and believing things that were not so, Oh how could you let me go like that? I'm sorry we did not tell the things that we should have, so if your listening now, I am willing to tell it all, you see the truth is had I known how miserable I would be I would have came running into you instead of away from you.