Lonely

Lonely am I though you do not see as I paste a smile upon my face and act like I have not one problem in this life and talk like I have none either, but there is a side to me that you do not see. My laughter is away to hide my fear, listening is away to not ever talk about me and smiles are my disguise you see. For you have no clue how lonely I am nor do you see the part where I fall apart. I see you laughing and wonder if your laughter is away to cover up what you feel inside and what if you ever really opened up to me, would it be so bad to tell the things you tell no one? Lonely am I though you do not see I have away of letting you think that I am strong and fine without one care in this life, I am good at putting up a front for I can.