Lonely am I though you do not see
as I paste a smile upon my face
and act like I have not one
problem in this life and talk
like I have none either,
but there is a side to
me that you do not see.

My laughter is away to hide my
fear, listening is away to not
ever talk about me and smiles
are my disguise you see. For
you have no clue how lonely I
am nor do you see the part
where I fall apart.

I see you laughing and wonder if
your laughter is away to cover up
what you feel inside and what if
you ever really opened up to me,
would it be so bad to tell the
things you tell no one?

Lonely am I though you do not see
I have away of letting you think
that I am strong and fine without
one care in this life, I am good
at putting up a front for I can.